Breaking up with a Narcissist

After all the thoughts he had implanted in my mind over and over with consistency, focus and determination eventually I had hated myself more then I ever had been before.Everytime I told him to get out for good, I would get the response as “If you kick me out I will end my life andContinue reading “Breaking up with a Narcissist”

When You Leave The Narcissist For Too Long While You Go To The Bathroom

This happened at my friend’s 21st birthday party and I was having a chat with a friend in the bathroom. This was the first time he gave out to me in front of other people. When I came back out he was pissed at me. “Don’t f**king do that again!” He said.I was able toContinue reading “When You Leave The Narcissist For Too Long While You Go To The Bathroom”

When You Start To Look Happy The Narcissist Will Take You Down Again

Anytime I tried to do something good for me such as meet with a friend or try out a new dance class he told me that I was being selfish and how I did everything in order to suit me which would break me down. Really though that is the Narcissist losing control of themselvesContinue reading “When You Start To Look Happy The Narcissist Will Take You Down Again”

When The Narcissist Slags You For How You Dress.

As someone who wears gym gear and tracksuit bottoms to finally feel good in herself to wear a skirt to go out for her friend’s birthday it absolutely FLOORED me when he told me that I looked like a slut.“Me look like a slut?”At the same time I was actually getting fed up with hisContinue reading “When The Narcissist Slags You For How You Dress.”

When The Narcissist Yells At You In Front of Your Child

He never stopped! It wouldn’t matter to the narcissist. Even of the child is 3 years old and witnessing that.By that stage I wanted him out of the house and gone. This is NOT what a child should be witnessing. They might be playing and being children but their subconscious mind is absorbing EVERYTHING andContinue reading “When The Narcissist Yells At You In Front of Your Child”

When The Narcissist Makes You Believe That There is Something Wrong With You

I had lost count how many times the narcissist would say this to me. “What the f**k is wrong with you” over and over for a very long time. If anyone knows anything about self talk, habit and programming the mind, if something is said to us consistently over and over again, then that questionContinue reading “When The Narcissist Makes You Believe That There is Something Wrong With You”

Does the Narcissist tell you that you are lazy?

The Narcissist would always tell me that I was worthless for not having a job and when I finally did get a job the Narcissist told me that I was neglecting my child by having my Mom take care of her while I went to work! A prime example of how no matter what IContinue reading “Does the Narcissist tell you that you are lazy?”

When The Abuse started

I felt like myself and my daughter’s father had been getting on well like friends. He was the type that I felt like I could tell anything to. He seemed too good to be true and yet I still wasn’t attracted to him but he was part of my life because of my daughter andContinue reading “When The Abuse started”

I felt sorry for the Narcissist

Everything had settled throughout the pregnancy and by my 8month mark I had gotten use to this new life and what was ahead. He was involved in everything pregnancy related. Although I was still in uncomfortable around him, a part of me felt bad for him because of what he told me about his childhood.Continue reading “I felt sorry for the Narcissist”