Breaking up with a Narcissist

After all the thoughts he had implanted in my mind over and over with consistency, focus and determination eventually I had hated myself more then I ever had been before.Everytime I told him to get out for good, I would get the response as “If you kick me out I will end my life andContinue reading “Breaking up with a Narcissist”

When You Leave The Narcissist For Too Long While You Go To The Bathroom

This happened at my friend’s 21st birthday party and I was having a chat with a friend in the bathroom. This was the first time he gave out to me in front of other people. When I came back out he was pissed at me. “Don’t f**king do that again!” He said.I was able toContinue reading “When You Leave The Narcissist For Too Long While You Go To The Bathroom”

When You Start To Look Happy The Narcissist Will Take You Down Again

Anytime I tried to do something good for me such as meet with a friend or try out a new dance class he told me that I was being selfish and how I did everything in order to suit me which would break me down. Really though that is the Narcissist losing control of themselvesContinue reading “When You Start To Look Happy The Narcissist Will Take You Down Again”

When The Narcissist Slags You For How You Dress.

As someone who wears gym gear and tracksuit bottoms to finally feel good in herself to wear a skirt to go out for her friend’s birthday it absolutely FLOORED me when he told me that I looked like a slut.“Me look like a slut?”At the same time I was actually getting fed up with hisContinue reading “When The Narcissist Slags You For How You Dress.”

When The Narcissist Yells At You In Front of Your Child

He never stopped! It wouldn’t matter to the narcissist. Even of the child is 3 years old and witnessing that.By that stage I wanted him out of the house and gone. This is NOT what a child should be witnessing. They might be playing and being children but their subconscious mind is absorbing EVERYTHING andContinue reading “When The Narcissist Yells At You In Front of Your Child”

When The Narcissist Makes You Believe That There is Something Wrong With You

I had lost count how many times the narcissist would say this to me. “What the f**k is wrong with you” over and over for a very long time. If anyone knows anything about self talk, habit and programming the mind, if something is said to us consistently over and over again, then that questionContinue reading “When The Narcissist Makes You Believe That There is Something Wrong With You”

Does The Narcissist In Your Life Tell You That You Make Them Angry?

Well that is not true!! They were already this way before you met then so PLEASE believe this!!It’s NOT your fault!Narcissist have the intense need to want to control their victims and lash out whenever they feel like it whenever they feel you’re not doing something to their standards. This is not a relationship! ThisContinue reading “Does The Narcissist In Your Life Tell You That You Make Them Angry?”

“You look Like a Cheap Prostitute With Make-Up On!”

Ah I remember this day. I was feeling depressed and my friend wanted to do something, ANYTHING to cheer me up so she had done my make-up for me.I have to say just the feeling of someone doing your make-up is soooo relaxing. And when it was finished I felt so much better and thoughtContinue reading ““You look Like a Cheap Prostitute With Make-Up On!””

“If You Put On Anymore Weight I’m Not Gonna Wanna Be With You”

We were both eating take-away one night.He had finished eating the rest of his donor kebab which I had never tried before so I start eating his and he said this to me. If I put on anymore weight then that would be him losing control and so he would say things like this soContinue reading ““If You Put On Anymore Weight I’m Not Gonna Wanna Be With You””

My Baby Was Born

At 39 weeks pregnant I felt water leaking at around 23:00. I was also getting mild pain on and off so I wasn’t sure whether it was labour pains or anxiety pains. I told my mom and it was a very surreal moment. “Oh my god I am going to have the baby soon” IContinue reading “My Baby Was Born”